It's Not Easy!

I have realized since September 15th my new position was not going to be easy. The first day I stepped foot into the building it was time to put my roller skates on. Don't get me wrong this is not a bad thing, in fact, it's a test of my determination to be better, do better. It feeds my desire to learn.

Like everything in life I still have a lot to learn. In fact, if I ever stop learning there might be a problem. It does bother me a bit though. I want to be able to do my job to the fullest and to the best of my ability. However, I have had limited knowledge or tools provided to me, which causes so much frustration that some nights it has brought me to tears, thank God for the long drive home.

I swore when I left Preschool Services I would be the manager I never had. I wanted to be like what I was able to experience back at VVUHSD and AESD. I had great examples and for that, I will always be grateful. I want to be a supervisor that listens and is compassionate as everyone has something going on in their life that others have never experienced. I want to be the supervisor that provides helpful tips and encouragement. I hope I am doing some of that now. I just want the same as an employee.

Don't get me wrong I LOVE where I work but like every other person, it can kick me down some days and rethink what I am doing. I am going to keep grinding to be better, but I am also going to create a second plan. I did decide to get the Arizona State study material for the teaching certification so that I can obtain California's eventually. However, we will see!